Saturday, March 20, 2010

Lamanya tak menulis


Lama betul rasanya tak menulis apa2 kat blog.
Bukan apa, tak selalu ada idea nak menulis, lagipun stress memang memakan kreativiti..
Kata orang, tak perlu terlalu memikirkan apa yang akan terjadi, live life one day at a time..
But, i think the more i tried to live one day at a time, the more restless I've been..
Tipula, kalau aku ckp aku tak panik dgn keadaan sekarang ni.
Rahimah, Nik, Rusdi dh abis, Dilla pun dh hampir tamat, cik abe nk present minggu depan, jadi tinggallah aku sorg2 yg still terumbang ambing dengan projek ni. It's very difficult to solve, albeit quite an easy topic. I wish time would stood still.. but I know, it ain't gonna happen, so the best way to go around this is definitely to live life one day at a time..
I know my parents are praying hard for me to be able to get through this, and if I am; they are the ones that owe much of my gratitude. Not forgetting my incredibly talented Mr. Nazrin, that I am so thankful to be able to call him, mine.. he helped almost with everything, I cannot even say with my mouth.. even thinking of it made me ashame of myself.
Sekarang ni penuh kotak kat umah, shipping on Monday.. and my lazy head keep on shifting from work to things to pack. I didn't realize that I've spent two and a half years here, in which not a minute of it I regretted. This has been the most meaningful experience in my life. I was able to get an insight of who I really am; and even though it is difficult right now, I will try to put everything in the past and go back with a relax mind. Life would never be easy; if it is, nobody wants to spend their life because it would be meaningless. Grass is much greener after the rain.

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