N.u.m.b

I am in the lab right now, feeling numb to the feet. I got so much work to do, however rather than being absorbed with work, I can hardly read one sentence and understand. What happens to me? I woke up late this morning, again missing my Subh prayer (mind you, Subh prayer time in Germany right now ended at 5.17am in the morning and Isya' prayer time started at 11.35pm.) Since Ainaa slept quite early last night, I went to sleep with her until hubby woke me up for Maghrib prayer at 11.20pm. So I ended up sleeping around 1 am. I hate it when I woke up late, it ruined my entire schedule. The house is so messy with unfolded clothes everywhere along with unwashed dishes. Arrgghh..all these thoughts kept running in my head until now. I scolded Ainaa again this morning for her perseverence to stay at home instead of going to Kindergarten eventhough I know she was actually tired and dizzy from a sudden wake up call. Huh.. I am really a bad mother. Kindergarten will close its door at 9.00 am. So, whether she likes it or not, I have to carry her to bus stop which is 8 minutes a way from home, at least before 8.30 to catch up 8.42 am bus. It's crazy..

Probably because I leisure up too much.. and this is how it ended. I miss WGM!